the dream & him

yesterdays dream was superbly weird. i mean, what's with me having bday party in a house i didn't even live in?

and then, the guests. i'm inviting everyone i knew but there were still some whom i didn't reckon. and.. he came. and he did change a lot. (opposite of reality. he didn't change a lot. yeah, maybe a bit. but not as extreme as it was in my dream). so he dyed his hair sandy blonde & he smoked. and i was like, a good guy like him smoked?

did we talked a lot? i guess so. because the moment i woke up and scrolled my eyes and thought wtf, i couldn't deny that i kinda miss him. oh, and that feeling too! i mean, where are you now, dude?

and about the dream, i was having a birthday party around christmas (hello, i'm a june girl...) and besides me having presents, we were also exchanging christmas presents. so, this guy whom i think named Romy in my dream (he has shaggy hair and i don't know, cinko-ish style?) gave me some spoon from this yogurt store called lite n sassy (which in reality they didnt even sell one!) and in return i gave him some marker which i found in my house just half an hour before (in the dream, i forgot that we're gonna need a present to exchange). and this Romy guy was like, opening it with a disturbed face nad trying the marker on the spot and asking me, "hey, this is empty right?" in front of all people. and i answered noooo, i didnt know anything. and he, bossily said that yeah, if you wanna check if a marker's still working, you have to see it's edge. if it's edge is kinda white, it means it's lacking of ink. and i was like nodding and the others were like, don't care. and when i turned my head to the left corner to see him, my sister woke me up -.-

oh yeah, and about him, even when i woke up, i can feel the feeling i got from my dream. it was sweet but kinda painful, and it somehow, made me want to cry. and in the dream, i was being myself around him. oh, how i wish that can happen. but i don't want him to dye his hair and smoke alright?

fyi, this was not my first dream about him. should i say, this was my 8th dream about him in the last 2 1/2 years?

(unnamed)

wow i'm so active right now! as my insomnia strikes back, here are what comes to my mind just then.

1. Plastic surgery.

WTF. Really. Do i need to say more? I think people who did plastic surgery are lame-o.

2. The future.

Oh well, after a problem is solved, there are always more to go. That's what happened to me. I do believe in the Chinese astrology, and i'm not compatible with rats and ox. Oh well, two yeas in a row. So i think i'll just start applying for uni after the Chinese New Year. Call me lame-o but that's why I'm Chinese.

3. Today.

Not only that I'm cranky, I'm also dizzy and i dunno, mad? It's been a long time since I've last not having any sleep. And it was disaster. Actually, I'm thinking of joining the yoga class today but no, i think i'l fainted. Driving lesson? uh-oh, might cause some accident.

4. Postpone.

Due to the lack of sleep i'm having now, i'm gonna cancel my lunch appointment with a friend. What should i say to her?

5. Nodame Cantabile.

I've been reading it for like, two days. It was good and hilarious! highly recommended.

6. Sleep.

I wanna sleep. But i can't.

7. Foods.

I'm so hungry... Thinking of having an all you can eat dimsum later. yumm..

8. Blank.

Oh well, what a short mind.

So i came across this article about the trending trends amongst the Indonesian girls. Call me judgemental, but boy, they were true!

So, here's the list: (i also add what's trending, amongst all of us from what i've observed)

1. Blackberry is a must have

2. And so are braces.

3. Black menthol, anyone?

4. Not driving a car? That's a big no no.

5. Boyfriend.

6. Fringeless / poni belah tengah.

7. DSLR

8. Teenage girls are the rising stars in Indonesia, Korea and USA. With a so-so look, they sang in a crappy voice.

9. Not speaking in English? EW! Even if you speak broken English, that's better than speaking Indo language

10. Restaurants with a nice interior but with unreasonable price. It's very trending here.

I'm not judging anyone here, and i do agree that some of them might sounds unfair. But hey, that's the truth!

So, are you one of 'em? :)

so much for the future

ok. i came up with several ideas of doing business

most of 'em will use my skills while the others just need some management & logic.

doesn't sound difficult right?

the difficult thing is the money.

where does the money come from?

my parents can give me the money, but i think it will require loads amount of money.

so i think i'll just start a small business with little outcome but will give quite an income.

but again, there's some more problems.

so much for growing up