when the head keeps babbling...

saya mau berubah.

mungkin kata itu memang lebih mudah diucapkan di mulut daripada dilakukan. tapi, saya beneran mau berubah.

berubah untuk: lebih rajin secara nanti saya banting setir ke kedokteran, lebih hemat karena tahun ini saya sudah 18, hidup lebih sehat yang saya pikir akan saya mulai dari ikut yoga, ngelangsingin tubuh (capek punya tubuh kelebaran, selain susah cari baju saya sendiri gak berencana untuk diam lama sama tubuh kayak gini), try to be more independent (saya harus siap2 nanti kalau di untar misalnya saya gak dapet temen. misalnya loh. who knows?), jadi vegetarian( takut kena penyakit aneh" such as mad cow disease, which as far as i knew was the scariest disease of all), be more friendly with people aka start socializing with people because, you know, i'm not a social butterfly and things. well, so far sih segitu aja.

by the way, saya baru nonton confessions of a shopaholic tadi. bagus. terus yang jadi luke brandon nya juga ganteng. hahahaha. baik novelnya maupun filmnya punya daya tarik tersendiri, sama seperti p.s i love you. keduanya bagus walaupun ceritanya dibedakan.

omong-omong tentang  film, jujur yah saya gak suka twilight loh. terlalu cheesy dan kalau menurut saya, gak ada inti ceritanya. it's just a story of a teenage girl who falls in love with a mysterious guy in her class who happened to be a vampire. that's all. what the hell was that? and sorry for saying this, stephenie meyer can't really write! i do agre with stephen king who says that stephenie meyer can't even write! well, it's not like i dislike meyer or what, i just wanna say why can't little brown hire a better writer?

some people says that twilight's like, the next harry potter but for me, it's not. and some people do say that blue bloods is stupid but no, i don't think so. i think it was better than twilight. i mean, come on, it's stupid for like, those who doesn't like gossip girl. i think they have to read blue bloods until the latest one because the story was well developed (unlike twilight, esp the fourth book where bella gets pregnant with edward's child?? i mean, it doesn't make any sense!!! a vampire can't even reproduce sperm!!! how can they have child???). well, some people who you don't want them to die really died in the first & third book of blue bloods. bla8. moreover, de la cruz has a better writing style than meyer. admit it.

oh whatever.