transformasi

teman saya bilang saya berubah.

yah, dulu saya ngerasa kalau saya ini ibaratnya seperti one of the biggest loser ever. 

gak tahu kenapa kalau saya ingat diri saya yang dulu kok saya bener2 bertingkah seperti loser. why so? because:

1. norak. sukanya sama cowok2 yang gayanya kayak cinko2 gitu. ngelihatnya juga dari tampangnya doang. parah

2. kalau dengerin cerita, cuman dari satu sisi pandang aja.

3. i disliked my bbs's friends

4. i didn't study for bio because i wanted to show my mother *she really wanted me to become a doctor* that i didn't have any talent to be  doctor

5. i was like, mellow and thought that my life had ben miserable

kalau sekarang:

1.saya ga peduli mau orangnya cakep apa nggak. asal orangnya baik. physically yah maunya yang bidang & brewokan tapi bersih. older guys yang pasti :3

2. kalau dengerin cerita, ga gitu percaya yang cerita. karena yang cerita pasti nganggap dirinya sendiri bener.

3. i'm ok with all my friends. the most important thing is your best and close friends

4. i totally love bio. and i will be taking medicine as my major

5. i was bubbly and expressive and not afraid to tell what's in my mind.

well, memang belum berubah jadi bagus2 amat, but i'm on the step of becoming a better person. :)

maybe i do change. hopefully in a postive way.