first things first, i would like to thank you guys who are viewing this page.
basically, this blog is about my life (isn't all blog about one's life anyway?). whatevs.
i used to have a blog but i didn't happen to remember the address and the password :) and anyway, i'm writing in english because i want to improve it (fyi, i haven't really use ever since i graduated from high school, take that as about 1 1/2 years. and sorry if my english was just, you know, bad.
well, enough of that. currently, i'm taking interior design as my major. i kind of like it in the first place
BUT
after i failed on one of the subject which happened to be not my fault (i went to oz for like, 2 weeks which means i didn't attend school for 2 weeks. anyway, before the vacation, i experienced this preliminary with my lecturers. and it broke my confident. yep, i did it wholeheartedly and my one of my lecturer said some very bad comment about it and then i was like, crying for almost a day and then i was like, why bother to make it wholeheartedly?), i rethink about it and i felt that i chose the wrong major. seriously. after struggling hard to take this major, this is what i get? SERIOUSLY! and the more i think, think and think about it, here comes the answer: i really did choose the wrong major. what should i do?
when i talked about it to my mom, she said that no, it wasn't that the major doesn't suit me. it was just that i'm not confident bout myself and so on. but still, i didn't know what to do.
